The 3rd Quarter

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As we enter the 3rd quarter of 2026 its time for a cleansing. Every year around this time I start to cleanse my social media so that my timeline reflects the things I wanna see and the people I wanna associate it. I know I can’t control the algorithms. But, I can do my best to keep it positive.

So, what’s the thing/s you need to cleanse before the year is out?? God is opening my eyes to several things and I am beyond grateful for the small nuggets of wisdom he has given me about my life purpose. I haven’t fully stepped into it yet. But, its coming!!

My mindset about my place in my family is changing. I’m beginning to see things clearer in my marriage and with my special needs daughter. I want to meet God 1/2 way. So, we have also decided to start tithing recurrently not just to receive blessings/miracles. But, that’s what I believe believers are called to do. Sow where we are fed. You never know what God wants to do with the seeds you’ve sown. I started going back to church regularly. Listening to more worship music and just spending more time spiritually.

So think about your upcoming 3rd quarter and what you want it to look like. What do you need to clean out? What changes do you need to make to filter out the negativity online and in everyday life? How can you meet God 1/2 way?

Thanks for reading and blessings to you all 🙌

Until Then…

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Hey readers/visitors! Thanks for rocking with me for the last two years. I really appreciate you all. Today, I feel like just unburdening myself with a thought💭

Many people who struggle with bipolar depression say, ‘Man, I wish I didn’t have bipolar.’ Or they question why God will not heal them. Many are frustrated about their suffering, desperately looking for a way out.

But, I am reminded of the scripture in 1 Peter 5:9 NLT that says:
Stand firm against him, and be strong in your faith. Remember that your family of believers all over the world is going through the same kind of suffering you are. This let’s me know that we are not alone. That we do not face mental illness as some kind of punishment.

I am also reminded of the scripture 1 Corinthians 10:13 which states: “No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will NOT let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.”

So you see, God is faithful and his Word will not return void. Don’t let your frustration with your mental struggles get the best of you or make you angry because you are not healed yet. No one is exempt from pain & suffering.

Try to manage your symptoms the best way you can. Exercise your faith believing in God’s Word and know that even if he doesn’t heal you, you are still special and loved. For me, I believe I made “peace” with my illness (if that makes sense) a few years ago. You cannot spend your life angry about the things you cannot change. I’ve learned to be content in the areas he has blessed me in, celebrate the small wins and continue to pray for victory.

So until then, find your inner strength and be grateful 😊

Thanks for listening!

Only If You Could…

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Hello readers! Its been a minute. I hope your new year is bringing you tons of blessings and that you are well and blessed 🙂

I was thinking about all the creative geniuses that have suffered with bipolar disorder and I was wondering how they felt about creative mania. Take Vincent Van Gogh for instance, did he do his best work when he was manic or did he fight against it?🤔 You know some people like the manic side of bipolar disorder.

So my question is what part of bipolar disorder would you keep if you could? Do you do better getting organized, are you in a happier mood, or do you feel more creative when you are manic etc?

I would say for me I can get things done faster. I feel like I can get multiple projects done simultaneously. I also experience waves of euphoria. All the typical stuff. But, I think I would prefer the middle part of the spectrum. I like my moods to be even kneeled. Mania just isn’t for me.

But, there is nothing wrong with people who love that side of themselves and really step into their creative side. The Bible says in Ecclesiastes 9:10, ‘Whatever you find to do with your hands, do it with all your might, because there is neither work nor planning nor knowledge nor wisdom in the grave, the place where you will eventually go.

So those are my thoughts for now.

Times, they are a changing…

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Hello readers,

Just thought I’d drop by and give my followers an update on my life and what’s been going on with me. I’ve been praying for revelation on my purpose and how I can contribute to the world. I know that one of my purposes is to be a good caretaker for my special needs daughter, as well as a good wife and mother to my family.

However, I get the feeling there is more in store for me. Maybe I haven’t discovered it, or God will reveal it in his perfect timing. I would love to finish my memoir. But, because of my memory loss issues I’m having problems remembering my past years and the alot of the details of my mental health challenges. It feels like a jumbled jigsaw puzzle. Frustrating to say the least…

But, in the meantime I do alot of adult coloring and reading. My Bible and prayer journal are still very much a part of my life. But, it can be triggering if I take in too much information. So it’s just one day at a time for me.

I pray that all is well with you as we enter the final quarter of 2025 and that you are blessed beyond measure 🙌

Take care!! 🙂